i really dont know what's going on,
what i'm thinking,
what i'm doing.
all i can feel is turmoil.
and the more i try to untangle it,
the more complicated it becomes.
i might be paranoid and in denial but i can't think.
my mind and heart...
i feel like i've been stabbed and am bleeding profusely...
- elaine.rachel
[when i grow up i wanna be a faerie...]